Monday, April 23, 2007

Am I too easy going ??

Okay this page is for me .. I know this is not visited by any of my friends .. so I can crib, complain and do whatever ...
First a set of questions ...

a. Am I too easy going ??
b. Am I too adaptive to people ??
c. do I need to have a deeper identity?
d. Am I easily hurt ??
e. Do I strive to get consensus ??
f. Do people take advantage of me ??

and all these attribute to a loser ??
A new low before an interview is not a good sign ..

hmmmmm..

1 Comments:

Blogger verve said...

Hi.
Its funny i found this post because I was just asking myself very similar questions about my own identity, which I am quite convinced doesnt really exist in any solid form.
I am all of these questions that you ask of yourself. I change my mind all the time, I can never keep a promise to myself. Perhaps this constantly broken trust in myself has led me to constantly remain unsure of anything I am doing. I am paranoid that people will think that I am strange and will judge me harshly in some form or another, so i am always out of my comfort zone not being myself, so that I can be percieved as normal by people. This is also because I know that if i were to be myself i would create hectic and unsociable situations that are not really acceptable. not that i know what it is like to be myself.

I dont know if anyone will ever read this, i guess i would like a response from another person who has similar issues as mine just to touch base and bounce some ideas back and forth. talking about this with anyone i know just creates confusion and makes me feel pathetic and frustrated.

9:19 AM  

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